Do I hear your bony fingers
Rattling against my door?
Such a lonesome rat-tat-tat-tat,
Just like the year before?
I have drawn the blinds completely,
And retired to my bed,
While fantasizing wistfully
That you would find me dead.
Yet stubbornly you knock again,
Refusing to depart,
Knowing that with each labored breath
I lose a little heart.
At last I crawl from my hiding,
I shuffle through the dark,
I reluctantly escort you
Into my dwelling stark.
We sit beside the burnt out hearth
Faces draped in shadows,
Quietly eyeing each other,
Each in our shabby clothes.
You smirk at my dim surroundings,
Clearing your nasty throat.
You present me with a ledger
And then begin to quote.
The entries run countless pages:
You monotone each one,
Moving from newest to oldest,
Until the reading’s done.
Methodically progressing
You highlight every crime,
Enumerating all my faults,
While backtracking through time.
At the very last and oldest
You clear your throat again,
Then lean towards me and whisper
“Here’s where it all began.”
And the day next to that entry?
The day I've come to scorn?
The day you choose to torment me?
The day that I was born.